Friday, September 15, 2006
Today went for piano lesson and I'm under tremendous stress for my exam next week. I think most probably I'll flunk the exam. I'm playing super badly. Its all my fault. I was the one who wanted the exam. But now I feel like quiting. Dumb! I don't know why but I suddenly breakdown probably due to the stress. Hmm.. this is so unlike of me who will breakdown because of stress. Well, I guess this is the first time.
I was feeling super lousy at that point of time. Hmm, but I don't know who to turn to. Wei Quan? Wen Qian? Cassie? I just hope someone would be there when I'm feeling low or sad. Apparently, it doesn't seems the case. Thats why sometimes, I feel quite empty in life.
12:19 PM