Our truest life is when we are in dreams awake.

Friday, June 29, 2007

I think I have too high expectations for myself that I'm feeling so damn stressed now. I'm having nightmares like always. =( Now, I'm really fearful. What if i couldn't make it? Grr. It would be so embarrasing and there is no turning back. I know I need to just endure and fight for it. Its the last race. I know I can do it =)

8:16 PM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

I know you'd be first.

But, now I'm in a delimma.

10:57 PM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

I went to school early in the morning for the Cambodia YEP discussion. I just realised that I'm going to live in a 4 person bunk at the basement of the bungalow! =( Ben Cho said that food is really gonna be real salty and untasty. Grr. I'm feeling scared now.

**Joyys and Ved: Should we bring luncheon meat? =p

But, I'm going to endure it for a good cause. Teaching English and soap making at the orphanage sounds fun yet challenging. I hope we'll do and good job. Fund raising activites will be up soon and I hope everyone will contribute a little to these orphans so that they will be able to live a better life. =)

We had Khmer lesson in the afternoon and we were about to doze off! Its really difficult and not easy to grasp. But I'll do more revision before I leave for Cambodia! =

I'm so happy that I'm doing such a meaningful thing. =)

Congrats to Wei Quan for passing his PPCDL theory test! Hurry pass your practical! I'm awaiting to sit your boat! HAHA.

3:32 PM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

I went fishing at Labrador Park today. I can't find my way there! =( So, I went in circles. I remember seeing the brown colour sign with indicates "Labrador Park". But, I just couldn't find it. =( I was so pissed. Luckily in the end, I still managed to find it with my dad's help. Hee. We didn't catch any fish, but I had a great time. =) I wanna go fishing again.

3:28 AM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

My Boyfriend. =x

Me and Sin Ling girl girl. =)

Reyie and Supervisor Chua

Jx in his erotic pose. Hehe.

The yummy food that Siti mom cooked for us. =)

3A01 Satay Man. =p

Got drenched in the rain. =(

The rainbow after the rain. =) =)

Yay! BBQ started! Trying out the Stingray.

Chicken Wings! My Fave!

12:52 AM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Went to Esplanade for 4/9 class gathering. Only 18 people turned up and initially, it was really bored as no one from pano went. Grr. I had no choice but to talk to zk and wq. =p kinda pretty like forced to. LOL. We went around taking photos like some tourist and luckily and finally, Wen Ting came (super late). At least I've someone to talk to. Hehe. I just realised that Wen Ting have become like a gossip queen. She is still ever busy, doing so many stuff. Just hope that she will find some time to meet us up. =p

I hope we'll have a 4/9 gathering with more people coming. =)

3:24 PM

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Went to Malacca with my family and dad's friend. Dad actually allowed me to take the wheels! Woo! I drove at 150-160km/hr. The feeling was thrilling! I wanted to go faster, but mom was nagging behind. So I had to slow down. =(

Oh, went to eat Nonya dinner and walked the Jongkers Street. The crowd was horrible and I was sweating as I walked out. Natalie likes to follow me, so I had to look after her. I was so scared that I'll lose her in the crowd. I love Natalie. She is so cute and she mixes well with everyone. She speaks with great thinking which seldom a 7 year old kid would do. Jovan is another one, he don't speak like a 5 year old kid. They are really good at talking. Fluent with logic. Cutee. :) I think they are both smart and really lovable kids.

Next day, had super nice Tim Sum for breakfast. Yum. After which, we went for the very famous Nonya Laksa and Chendol. Double Yum. :) Its Jovan's and Natalie's birthday, so we went to get them birthday presents. Jovan got cars and Natalie got her favourite Fairytopia Sunburst Barbie Doll. They had their birthday celeration at dinner. :)

Yummy Tim Sum~ =)

Double Yummy Chendol~

Natalie and Jovan. =) Look at the way Jovan blows the candle. Super cute.

Natalie and me! =)

The cars.

Anyway, on the highway back, there was some commotions. Seems like some action pack movie. LOL. I shall name my dad's friend "A","B" and "C". There is this Matrix which actually tried to act cool when he was in the wrong. He drove on the fast lane at 100km/hr. Being courteous and reminding him to move to the left lane, "A" shone the high beam. The Matrix still did not move at all. After some distance, "B" went to overtake the Matrix from the left lane abruptly. Much to the Matrix's displeasure, he pointed his middle finger and instructed "B" to stop his car. Oh wells, I think he is tired of living. So, they stopped the car, with "A" behind, "B" in front and "C" by the right side. He is cornered. Can you imagine a small little Matrix being surrounded by 3 Grandis? I think that really freaked him out when he got surrounded. "B" gave him a few punches and that Matrix guy still apologised. What a loser. Tsk.

10:04 PM

Monday, June 04, 2007

Now, I am wondering if I had decided on the Cambodia YEP on impulse. The decision-making was too quick. But, theres no turning back now. I just hope that I'll be able to learn something meaningful and to know more friends from this trip. =)

Damn, I hate to miss lessons.

2:58 PM

Ladeeye.

PATRICIA
11/05/88
National University of Singapore,
Bachelor of Business Administration

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