Oh, I heart night outs. Went to farm mart with cassie, lijia, adeline, weiquan and wenting. Hee. Sounds like a weird combination. But well, we chatted all our hearts out. 4/9's gossips, thats it! 4/9 haven't had our gathering for almost a year. I wonder hows the rest doing.

I miss those days when we performed during cny, cracked our brains for business ideas during charity bazzars (that includes conning people), complained about the ever many titration lessons, mugging our heads out and get buried under tys, sushi buffet after exams, water pouring sessions during birthday (as well as eggs and flour smashing *grins*), stayover at cassie house, chalet and bbq! sec sch days was really fun. Even though others would say that we were the muggers' class, I guess, we were the most bonded class of the batch. But, everyone is moving on with our own life now, that we seldom get in touch.

But its ok! I still have my 8 girlies. Love them to the core.

Okie! No more supper for pat for the next few weeks. =((

Thanks to Sandy that I feel even more weird now.

Today went out with my parents to meet my dad's friend. Its another boring social meeting. But I heard from my dad's friend that Cambodia is a really dangerous place and he discourged me to go! *joyys: most probably, I wouldn't be going, it sounded really horrible.* Aww, nvm, I'll source for another trip. If I'm going for any more trips, I'd most probably use my own savings. I have been spending a lot of my parents money lately, driving and nz trip. Even though its a low risk high return investment for them *grins*, I guess I should be more independent and use my own money for such wants. I've a couple of friends who have already cut their supply of finance from their parents. Made me feel that I'm still so reliant on my parents. I guess I can never reach that level, unless I finish my studies.

Ah, whatever. I met up with weicai, ahkow and cat and went to bukit timah to have supper. Its been a long time since we met up. Ahkow is really funny! and Weicai, as usual, he is still very 没有用. He can never outtalk cat and me no matter how hard he try. Please just give up, weicai. =) After, I send the guys home, Cat and me had a great chat. We've got a lot of catch up. We talked till around 3.30am, but it feels that its not enough. Haha. I wanna meet cat again!

Today, I went to the Gems unit AGAIN. Its really frigging far from SB. Finally, I managed to switch over to the Wednesday class. =) Gems was boring today. Its really very complicated, all the eyes and stuff. I don't really understand what Monica was trying to teach.

Well, after that was mentoring. Went to Jin Tai Pri, and met my new mentee. I was going through with her some science corrections. Gosh, standard of a p5 have gone up so much! Even though I did triple science in secondary school, I still could not answer some questions. Or maybe, I haven't touched science for a long long time. But, science is really tough. I hope she don't have any science homework next week. =)

You injected confusion into me
and now i'm really frustrated
whatever that was for?

Today had elective talk, I think Basic Financial Modelling and Maths for Business is quite good, but I don't know which I should take. I'm still considering...

Anyway today is Rey's birthday! I'm sure the no-more-teenagehood boy had a great time with all of us! Of course, we had a great time with the birthday boy as well. Went to Marina Bay to fly kite. There isn't really much wind in Singapore. I ran on that muddy grass trying to fly the kite, but it just stayed up there for less than 30 seconds. :( I gave up and sat down on the mat, reading newspaper.

After that, we had steamboat for dinner. The oil splat and splat, hai. But we all had fun during steamboat! =)





















Seng Liang is really happy about kite-flying.





















Me and Sandy






















I was here..





























Boss getting ready for bed, with his cool blanket.


Popiah-ed Boss





















Group photo before we go for dinner.


Speech by Pastor Rey. =)



























The birthday boy and me.



























Birthday boy and the girls.
















Another group photo





















Ho Rey, the donald duck =)














Sandy, me and the donald duck. =)

Yay! Finally its over. All the fears are gone. I'm just so glad I've gotten my sweetest precious. Can't be more than happy. =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =)

Went to bugis to meet jose, cassie, lijia, ade and qiany. Don't know why, I don't have any appetite for my dinner. Maybe, its that overwhelming joy? HAHA. We watched 200 pounds. Its a really funny and yet touching movie. You should catch it, if you haven't.

Today was the submission of corporate finance CA2. Finally, I've cleared this module, but one thing for sure, I wun do that well. The amount of effort put to study was way less than how much I put in other modules. But, I can't be bothered. Its over! =) When i handed it the report,

ktai: you mean ocbc and geh merged?

me: *hesitate for awhile* err... ya.

ktai: oh ok. I didn't know.

Oh gosh! For a moment, I paused and think if I made a mistake? If OCBC and GEH didn't merged. Then I'll get a big fat zero for CA2. But, nah! I'm quite sure they merged. Press release and company reports don't lie.

I hope cassie comes to SP tomorrow. =)

Nobody can understand the fear and anxiety that I'm feeling right now.

I just hope, it'll be over tomorrow.

*prays hard*

I had my first gems lesson today. ALONE. I just wanna switch to the wednesday so that I can be in the same class as joseline! Why does she have make me go through all the trouble just to get my gems day changed even though there's a mutual swoop? I'm irritated. I just hope I can change by the next lesson. And because of gems, I didn't go to cassie house with the rest. :(

Nonetheless, I met up with them at Vivo to have dinner. I don't know why, but I still feel distant and had the not-so-close feeling. Some unfamiliarity and some doubts, maybe it was the 5-weeks parting. Oh well, maybe I'm just too sensitive. Hopefully, more meet ups will bring me closer to them again.

Lijia talked non-stop. HAHA. Its really fun having her around. I simply miss her story-telling sessions. Even though, she's really tired but she still make the effort to talk non-stop just to make sure there was no awkward silence. She can't even stop talking for 1-minute. We timed her. LOL. I think if she speaks slowly, then she would not have to go through the trouble of thinking of new topics. Speak slowly, and you can live longer. =)

These girls are just my LIFE!

Anyway, congratulations, Wei Quan. =)

don't peep at my stuff and act as if you know everything. i'm pissed.
don't criticise me, as if you've no flaws. i'm pissed.

Yup. This is my BD group. Gonna spend one year doing project with them. We must score well. =)

Yesterday was Dad's birthday celebration. I shall not reveal how OLD he is, in case he whack me up. Lol. We had a very sumptuous dinner and we went to Kent Ridge Hill to for a drink. I only drank a bottle of 5% and I was drunk. =x Even my younger brother was fine. My head was feeling so heavy and my body was burning. Haha. I'm not exaggerating or any sort. Anyone who went drinking with me, will know. I turn like a lobster after a cup and stir my drink outside my cup.

The feeling really sucks. I don't wanna get drunk again.

Finally I'm back to school. Or rather, back to SP. I miss my friends in school. Woke up early and went to school for a jog even though my lesson starts at 1pm. Grr, my timetable is irritating. I only have lesson from 1pm-2pm today. What a waste of travelling time. Had one hour of lecture, then went to do a bit of project and meanwhile I was waiting for Sandy and all to finish their 2 hours lecture with lu lu jie. After that, we went to Vivo City to have our free ice cream. Its ben and jerry's free cone day. Yummy. I had chocolate fudge brownie. =) We played stupid childhood games outside Vivo that I can't believe that I'm actually a final year student in poly.

my jogging kaki


















we love jogging :p

Queuing for free ice cream!

my friends :)

Sandy and me!
















trey and chow gaying around. lol.

I've learnt a lot from this trip, seen the different side of people, learnt to be independent and most importantly, I made new friends. True friends or fake friends? I don't know. All the ignorance and insults were so redundant. I naively thought that everyone could live together harmoniously for that 5 weeks. I have no idea who started the flame. But, seriously, I can't be bothered now.

I was so wrong before I went for this trip, I thought I could survive well without a close friend by my side. I was all so wrong. The lonliness I experienced in the first few days was tormenting. Especially, when I entered the immigration at Changi Airport. Eeks, the feeling really sucks. *hints joseline* Made new friends from dbf and life became better. But still, I almost suffocated in my own room. =(

I wasn't as hardworking as I used to be over there. It was all play and fun that I hardly study hard. I don't know how my grades will be like. But, I'm just glad that i get 4 hours of lesson taken off my timetable every week.

Now, I don't know if i really miss the every night debrief and daidee sessions. I just hope, some of us will still stay as close even as time pass. =)

I would say, this was a very boring dinner and it definitely didn't worth $20. Spent my time idling around and walking around that low class club. I just don't feel right. Left the party early and went to MOS with dong dong. Don't laugh at me! But its my first time clubbing. Clubbing is not as bad as I thought it'd be. However, the crowd that day was really bad that there was hardly any standing place. My brother said that zouk was a better club and theres free entrance for citibank card holders on weekends. I shall go there someday. =)

Anyway, dongdong, I wasn't drunk! =p

PATRICIA
11/05/88
National University of Singapore,
Bachelor of Business Administration




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