Yupps. Life never goes as planned. I was watching Beautiful Life and this suddenly came across my mind. Its so true. No matter how I always plan things, it just doesn't go my way. What's the point of planning when you don't even know where the future lies. Just like, I keep hoping and keep thinking of going to NTU. But what if my results suddenly drop tremendously and i can't get in? (ok, this dropping badly now) So, whats the point of thinking so hard and planning? Your life has been already paved, no point trying to change it. You'll never know what's ahead. Whatever you do, just give in your best.. And you will get the best out of everything. Hmm.. Sorry, I shall contradict myself a little here. Actually, I feel that even if you give in your best, you might not get the best in the end. Because, people usually take advantage of your goodness and yups, you end up at a disadvantage. Thats the sad part of life. So, there is an extent of being a nice person. =)

Okie, enough of all my pessimistic talks. LOL. Today, qx suddenly called me and ask me to meet him. Like, I just stepped into my house then he called me. Haha. So, the lazy me, decided to stay at home. Hmm.. So, we talked for quite awhile and he suddenly told me that I'm a very gullible person. Perhaps so? He always say (ever since sec 1), I always don't listen to him and end myself up in a very stupid and lousy position and that I always picture things in the most perfect way possible thats why, always getting cheated every now and then. I really have no idea. I thought life was that beautiful.. Hmm.. I don't know. Perhaps its time for me to believe him??

Hmm.. now that Chinese New Year is around the corner. I hope that I'll have a great pig year ahead!

PATRICIA
11/05/88
National University of Singapore,
Bachelor of Business Administration




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